Hating Saturdays

It’s the time of the month again when I get bored to death and wish things were slightly different from how my life is turning out to be. I’m working on a weekend (which I don’t mind at all), still got 3 more hours before I clock out and have absolutely got nothing critical to do. I should be in a good mood now -- but it’s these times I get melancholic and sentimental and it’s wracking my brains out.

I’ve been waiting in vain for a text/call from someone whom I think I like for 3 weeks now. It’s not rocket science to figure out that he’s so not into me (lemme take out the “so” word). What’s more frustrating is I kept on telling myself endless reasons justifying why for god’s sake he’s not giving me a nanosecond of his precious time.

I wish someone would just text me once in a while how I’ve been, how’s my work, have I eaten lunch etc. My mom religiously does that to me, but wtf, all moms do that! It won’t be long before I edit my contact list and replace “mom” with “boylet”. You know, feel good stuff, wahaha

I wish someone would take me out for lunch or dinner just because. This time, I’d like to play the lady part. I don’t have to foot the bill and my man would willingly shell out his money for me in a chic restaurant. I am a low-maintenance type of girl, but enough with all the fast-food take-out. My “men” claim they’re from affluent families and have no cash shortage. So gimme a break, stop being “thoughtful” by dropping by the house and just chat forever. Take me out and show me you’ve really got dineros to dispense.

I wish someone would pick me up at home or at the office. I’m tired of driving my own car. I want to feel the comforts of being just a passenger. I’d like to feel his hands holding mine while he’s taking the wheel. That’s plus pogi points!.

I wish to have a weekend getaway with someone special. I was just browsing my facebook and realized that I had a lot of out-of-town trip with friends. I got tons of pictures with friends, with friends, with friends. Can’t I have a Kodak moment with a guy I can call mine?

I wish I’ll spend more time in front of a mirror because I want to impress and look good to someone.

I wish at one point I’ll lose focus at work just because of a silly fight. I miss the stare blanks … LOL

I wish I’d go nuts in case I forgot my mobile at home or the batt is empty. Typically when these happen, I don’t effing care.

I wish someone would tell me to stop smoking and drinking because he cares.

I wish someone would go frantic in case I don’t feel ok ... be my on-duty doctor for the day

For now, or at least every Saturday, I just want to feel special …. (sigh)