Why can’t I be his Juday?

I can’t believe I’m gonna blog about this …. but this one totally blew my mind. Judy Ann Santos and Ryan Agoncillo just got married.

I don’t follow their love story nor do I care about their personal lives. It’s just that my ex is a spitting image of Ryan. And Toby Maguire. And Harry Potter. (Laugh all you want). Definitely, it’s only me (and a few exes of him) who thinks that way.

It’s gospel truth that love can conjure tricks on someone. It creates a psychotic belief that your mate is The Adonis. Hell yeah, a frog can magically turn into a prince. The average guy can be the most coveted bachelor or even the sexiest man alive. This is the most rational explanation why this is happening to me right now. I’m frigging positive!

The more bizarre part is I think they have parallel lives. So if Ryan is having a fairy tale life, so is my ex. Since Ryan just got married, then I would conclude that he’ll also tie the knot soon. Can’t he damn wait for me to hook up with someone first?

To think I just blogged about him the previous day …. And he just pinged me a few days back ….How could he do this to me!!!! Why can’t I be his Juday???

Do I still love him? No. I 'm just being my psycho self.