Rejected!

It’s been awhile since I had a good date. A date where you really enjoyed his company, one that you can really say you had fun. It was that interesting because today, even after almost two years, I still think where he probably is, what stuff is he doing right now, what keeps him damn busy. Damn busy that he can’t even bother texting me, or calling me …

I just had a chat with a friend recently, and a common friend informed her that this guy is still painting the town red. She said he doesn’t have the heartthrob looks, but when he sits down with a girl and starts a conversation with her, the girl will no doubt go ga-ga over him. What’s more annoying is, they’re not just ordinary girls, but oozing hot, sexy girls!

It's frustrating, but I agree – based on my experience. I had hesitations initially dating him. He looked plain and uninteresting that time. But I was in an alien town and all my friends flew back to Manila. My days-off were spent just dozing off. Opportunity presented itself -- just to have a spice in my life, why not date him? After a couple of dining here and there, I realized he was charming and has an absolute gift of gab. I was completely bowled over.

Fast forward --- I know he’s not that into me, and I know he will never be head-over-heels in love with me. Perhaps I know what went wrong. On hindsight, it was doomed from the start, I was just on denial thinking I’ll be an exception. I thought I was special. Dang, how can I be sooo stupid!

Right now, I feel rejected. Rejected by someone who’s not even worth it. How come he goes on with his usual life while here I am, whining and blogging about this shit? He can get a date effortlessly while I’m stuck in my room watching all the TV series that can be downloaded at PirateBay? Ain’t that pathetic?

Well, who says life is fair? Got to get out and have a life! And yes, I need a date please.